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Story: All I need
Chapter: 9
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Damon
It turned out that I did not have to look for Katherine.
When I made it home it was almost morning – the sky lightened the closer I came to our house, but the sun hadn’t risen yet when arrived. The dark clouds had disappeared and last night’s storm and rain had cleaned the air – it was a chilly morning in autumn, though promising a bright day. The first thing I did when I came home was changing clothes – they still hadn’t dried completely and I felt somewhat filthy in them. When I walked out of my room along the gallery, still buttoning up my shirt, I suddenly saw her sitting downstairs in front of the fireplace where I usually sat. She looked up to me, smiling. “How very convenient that you’re not living with a human in here…” She said with a cool voice. With a quick movement I jumped down – and then she stood just a step away from where I landed. Her movements were fluent; she didn’t need any 19th century robes to underline her features. She was strikingly beautiful in the modern clothes she wore – similar to the way Elena was dressing, only a lot more provoking and openly sexy. It was startling to see her. I had seen Elena so many times by now without being reminded of Katherine that it was almost disturbing to have her stand in front of me. “- No invitation was necessary to get me inside.” She then ended her sentence.
“You don’t seem to think you need any invitation at all in general.” I said sharply, but Katherine laughed softly.
“I was surprised to find nobody at home, though. After your brother’s disappointing reaction to my return I thought that maybe at least you would be awaiting me.”
“And why would I do that?” – I was not going to mention that I had waited the last 145 years – “It’s not like you ever made a move to reappear.”
She inclined her head in a fake apologetic gesture. “After your welcome on Friday I thought…”
“That wasn’t intended for you.” I interrupted her.
“No, but it was quite an impressing speech you gave there. Bad boy gone soft?” Her voice sounded icy, and she was obviously mocking me.
“Nothing I said on Friday was for you to hear, Katherine.” Now I raised my voice. “What do you want?”
Katherine sighed and looked to the floor, suddenly with an almost sad expression on her face. She closed the distance between us with two or three elegant steps and placed her hands on my upper arms, finally looking up into my eyes.
“Is this hostility really necessary, Damon?” She made her voice sound very soft and then put her arms around me. “Why can it not be like it was before between you and me?”
I felt her hand in my neck, her fingers playing with my hair, and fixed my eyes on the fire, trying to ignore the feel of her touch, but Katherine made it very hard for me to resist her.
“When you kissed me…” she whispered into my ear, her lips brushing against my skin. I stepped back.
“I didn’t kiss you, Katherine.” I emphasised, and then repeated my question: “What do you want here?”
She laughed sardonically. “Your brother asked me the same thing. You’re more alike than either you would ever admit.” Then she seemed to change her mind again, took hold of my wrists first and then let her hands glide upwards. “But you know …” her lips where on my throat again when she spoke. “I hoped you to be a little less … resentful”
I didn’t know why I didn’t do or say anything when she started kissing my throat and drew me closer to her. Without really removing her lips from my skin, she whispered: “Haven’t you missed me at all, Damon? And … even if it wasn’t meant for me … didn’t you feel anything when we kissed?”
Suddenly her hands went down my chest, and then she opened the few buttons of my shirt that I had closed earlier, but never finished buttoning up. Her hands felt cold when she let them run over skin, and she kissed me repeatedly, down from my throat, to my shoulders, along my collarbones, and a little further down.
“You’ve fed” she breathed against my skin.
“Killed.” I answered tonelessly.
Katherine raised her head and then made me look at her, her eyes steadily fixed on my face, my eyes, while her hands where everywhere.
“How good you’re looking” she smiled and alluring smile, “and so very strong.” Her lips were very close to mine, but not yet touching. Despite myself, I gave in to her; her kissing and her closeness were so hard to resist that I simply closed my eyes and let it happen. But still: when her lips finally did meet mine and she kissed me passionately, the image of Elena flashed up before my inner eye and I withdrew slightly, but Katherine held me very close to her, not letting me interrupt the kiss. Then I felt something else. She tried to get into my mind, trying to catch a glimpse of what I thought, an image of my feelings. I immediately blocked my mind from her decidedly, and then she did break the kiss. “You’re very strong with your mind.” She sounded surprised.
“I had more than enough time to practice.” I answered coldly, but she hushed me, placing her fingers on my lips. She turned my head to the side and again her lips where brushing the corner of my mouth when she spoke. “But this is so much better…”
She took off my shirt and then, with a very swift movement, she made me sit on the couch and pushed me down, leaning over me. “…So much better with you being so strong now…” she repeated in a low voice. Her hands were everywhere again; cool fingertips seeming to leave traces wherever she let them wander. “…no need to be afraid to hurt you anymore, to break your precious neck with a careless move…” When her lips followed where her hands had moved, I gave up all resistance.
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[Chapter 10]
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